Fed Up
I am completely fed up and drained from the IVA process at the moment. Every day is like a month and it is taking an age to get there. Our creditor meeting is likely going to be in the first week of December but if they ask for extra money per month additional to what we have offered, I will have to go bankrupt and hubby on DMP as to be honest I can’t compromise on anything. My children are young and still growing and cutting down on the food bill would compromise their healthy growth and the clothing allowance, they grow so fast and need new shoes, uniform and general clothing every term.
Hubby is well stressed about his broken arm as he can’t do his job properly, he is a chef manager but a chef at heart and although he can do the managerial side he is very depressed about the fact that he can’t cook. He’s also worried about this in terms of what his employer thinks, although I don’t see a problem there as they are happy for him to concentrate on management but he would prefer to cook.
 In a conversation last night he said it would be better for me and the kids if he died as then we would have the insurance money and everything would be OK. I know he doesn’t really mean it but not nice for him to be even thinking that, even though I have felt the same way myself.
Roll on the next few weeks.
